Infant Care

Because no one is able to take care of my little princess, we have to put her to Infant Care.... Why not Babysitter?? Because we think that Baby-sitter is a one to one and although Infant Care is not but she will be able to expose to more things and people so she wun be afraid of people when we bring her out....
We chose a Infant care which is near to our house.. The fees is 1K per month but as a workin mother, i am entitled to $400 subsidy and that excludes all the essential stuff so a month, it's about close to $700 bah...
I am suppose to be back to office on 2 May so in order to put my heart at ease, we decided to send her there 1 week before i go back to office... At that time, she is 2.5 months old. During the 1st 3 days, i was there for 1/2 a day, just to make sure she is ok there. After the 3 days, i left her there full day but picked her up earlier cause I REALLY MISS HER!! During her time in Infant Care, everything is ok except her sleep.... Maybe it's too noisy and the infant there tend to cry and wake her up so she could not sleep well and her cheek become smaller and smaller... Initially before we actuali signed her up for Infant Care, there were struggle inside me... I really feel sad when the tot of puttin her into the InFant Care.... But after viewing the place, i am quite at ease. But of course when we start to put her there, i told myself tat i must let go.... The first day when i went to pick her up, i call her up when she was on the bouncer... Her reaction was a bright smile on her face..... My heart melt and tears flow..... i feel so bad that i have to put her there.... I know a lot of ppl will fine me bad but what can i do??? But as time goes by, when i return back to office, i felt better and my time in office passed faster....

Some pics of her in Infant Care...